Maybe it’s because it’s Monday, or it’s the let down that summer is over and all things routine, scheduled, busy and deadline-d are fast approaching, if not already here.
Maybe it’s because my cat has woken me up pre-dawn three mornings in a row, which might be fine if I went to bed when the rest of the world goes to bed. But I am a night person living in a morning person’s world, so let’s not hold our breath on that one. I am just plain tired. Sandpaper behind my eyes tired. Not enough coffee in the world to wake me up tired.
Maybe it’s because things are a bit tense, for lack of a better word [see note above] at work. To say the least.
Maybe it’s because I went on two wheels to meet two friends for two glasses of wine mid-afternoon yesterday. These things can catch up with you.
Maybe it’s because things seem a bit off, a bit uncertain, with a friend who is beyond dear to me and in my uncertainty if all things are equal, I am quite certain that I am not sure how to approach it, or if I should.
Maybe it’s because I keep getting a call on my cell phone that is coming from out of state and with a caller ID name of Bleh K. Popie. Yes, really. I couldn’t make that up!
Mabye it’s because some days you are definitely the bug and definitely not the windshield and you just don’t know why.
Maybe it’s just because.
On the up side of this maybe day, it’s 5 o clock somewhere, taking us one step closer to Friday…and, the last few weeks have left me feeling blush and bashful, and I don’t even wear pink. There has been an abundance of generosity shared over my way and sometimes the best way to get over the bleh’s is to just get busy. So, consider that my next mission. Hoping you are having a Yes day, and not a Maybe and definitely not a No day.